5/02/11-5/19/11
I finished my first year of college (:
first semester was rocky, i even gave up in one of my classes because i switched majors.
THISSS semester though, im kinda looking at straight A's :PPPP two guaranteed A's and i'm still waiting for my next two class grades. i feel great though (:
a lot has happened this year. college, a promotion, changed sites and recently, ANOTHER promotion. ive worked EXTREMELY hard for what i have and im just so glad things are starting to come together for me (:
boyfriend wise though, i kinda need work on that LOOOL we're expressing our feelings ALOT more but those feelings arent also "baby i love you so much" kinda of feelings. im actually getting kinda sick of andy LOOL he knows it too and we're trying to work on it. nonetheless, i love him and we're living day by day, trying to work this out
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Monday, May 2, 2011
5/1/11
Hospital Visits.
Marvin Hernandez, Mr. Verdugo track star caught a virus. I'm not quite sure what it is but he is temporarily paralyzed. When I entered the hospital, I was trying SOOO hard not to cry because I HATE hospitals. I HATE knowing someone's extremely ill and has an IV up his/her arm. Hospitals remind me of my daddy. He's old and I know that he'll be visiting the hospital soon. Everything about the building frightens me.
Well back to Marvin, supposedly, he's gotten alot better (: On Thursday, he wasn't even
able to move! His feet, his jaw, NOTHING! Now, he's talking more clearly and he's able to eat (: We stayed for a few hours to joke with him and entertain him in the lonely white room. Greg was dancing everywhere for him! HAHAH it was sweet (: Every now and then, his family members would come in and accompany him by the bed. Marvin is blessed with an EXTREMELY loving family! He seems a lot happier (: He's leaving the hospital tomorrow, FINALLY in a week! But he needs to go through physical therapy at Long beach. Times like this, it makes me realize how sacred a person's life is and how fragile we truly are. He caught a SIMPLE virus that went TOTALLY wrong. So bad, his nerves were messed up and he was completely paralyzed for a week. I need to REALLY watch my health, wash my hands OFTEN and appreciate the people around me. Who knows, a person YOU love might end up in a hospital bed next week! I'm not trying to scare anyone! Just trying to bring awareness to the world.
On the bright side, OSAMA BIN LADEN DIED! YIPPPEEE YI YAY!
Marvin Hernandez, Mr. Verdugo track star caught a virus. I'm not quite sure what it is but he is temporarily paralyzed. When I entered the hospital, I was trying SOOO hard not to cry because I HATE hospitals. I HATE knowing someone's extremely ill and has an IV up his/her arm. Hospitals remind me of my daddy. He's old and I know that he'll be visiting the hospital soon. Everything about the building frightens me.
Well back to Marvin, supposedly, he's gotten alot better (: On Thursday, he wasn't even
able to move! His feet, his jaw, NOTHING! Now, he's talking more clearly and he's able to eat (: We stayed for a few hours to joke with him and entertain him in the lonely white room. Greg was dancing everywhere for him! HAHAH it was sweet (: Every now and then, his family members would come in and accompany him by the bed. Marvin is blessed with an EXTREMELY loving family! He seems a lot happier (: He's leaving the hospital tomorrow, FINALLY in a week! But he needs to go through physical therapy at Long beach. Times like this, it makes me realize how sacred a person's life is and how fragile we truly are. He caught a SIMPLE virus that went TOTALLY wrong. So bad, his nerves were messed up and he was completely paralyzed for a week. I need to REALLY watch my health, wash my hands OFTEN and appreciate the people around me. Who knows, a person YOU love might end up in a hospital bed next week! I'm not trying to scare anyone! Just trying to bring awareness to the world.On the bright side, OSAMA BIN LADEN DIED! YIPPPEEE YI YAY!
Monthly $pendings
January: $931
February: $855
March: $375- YYAYYYYY!
April: $1,144 :( :( :(
- WHAT THE. I need to be more stingy and conservative like I was in March. Honestly, I don't spend money on anything else but food, movies and other entertainment. I BARELY go shopping and I don't buy beauty supplies. Food is a MUSTTT and movies are just so fun! I also go to $3 movies, instead of the regular $10+ ones. What's happening to me?! :( It's GASSS! I fill up at $70+ almost every week! I NEEED to sell my car. I love my mazda6, but a college student's gotta do, what a college student's gotta do.
February: $855
March: $375- YYAYYYYY!
April: $1,144 :( :( :(
- WHAT THE. I need to be more stingy and conservative like I was in March. Honestly, I don't spend money on anything else but food, movies and other entertainment. I BARELY go shopping and I don't buy beauty supplies. Food is a MUSTTT and movies are just so fun! I also go to $3 movies, instead of the regular $10+ ones. What's happening to me?! :( It's GASSS! I fill up at $70+ almost every week! I NEEED to sell my car. I love my mazda6, but a college student's gotta do, what a college student's gotta do.
Saturday, April 16, 2011
4/04/11-4/14/11
4/04/11
I started Insanity. It's a 60 day, EVERYDAY work out routine. The stretching makes me sweat already! LOL
A couple of key reasons why I'm doing this:
-Andy's been working out.. ALOT. He bulked and shaped up. I felt a bit guilty watching him gain muscles and get toned while I eat, sleep and gain weight.
-While feeling guilty, I just thought that it was fair to match up with him. He's trying to look good for me, so I'll try harder to look good for him LOL
-Although I appreciate honesty, I get supper butthurt when someone points out my weight gain... PUBLICLY TOO. OHHH MAN. Can you guys just sugar coat it?
-When I gain weight, I kid you NOT, it hits me cheeks first.
-I want to get that "perfect beach body".
-Like every other girl, I'm unhappy with my looks. That will never change.
No worries though, I'm not going to overdue it. My goal is to tone up and gain definition. The only thing that gets me iffy about this is my breast size. They're going to DECREASE. NOOO! They may look kinda "big" in pictures but my boobs are a bit small. It's a sad comparison when I stand next to my sisters :( It's a sacrifice I'm willing to make. Wish me luck!!
I started Insanity. It's a 60 day, EVERYDAY work out routine. The stretching makes me sweat already! LOL
A couple of key reasons why I'm doing this:
-Andy's been working out.. ALOT. He bulked and shaped up. I felt a bit guilty watching him gain muscles and get toned while I eat, sleep and gain weight.
-While feeling guilty, I just thought that it was fair to match up with him. He's trying to look good for me, so I'll try harder to look good for him LOL
-Although I appreciate honesty, I get supper butthurt when someone points out my weight gain... PUBLICLY TOO. OHHH MAN. Can you guys just sugar coat it?
-When I gain weight, I kid you NOT, it hits me cheeks first.
-I want to get that "perfect beach body".
-Like every other girl, I'm unhappy with my looks. That will never change.
No worries though, I'm not going to overdue it. My goal is to tone up and gain definition. The only thing that gets me iffy about this is my breast size. They're going to DECREASE. NOOO! They may look kinda "big" in pictures but my boobs are a bit small. It's a sad comparison when I stand next to my sisters :( It's a sacrifice I'm willing to make. Wish me luck!!
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
04/03/11
04/03/11
He planned most of the first year, so I decided to take over the second (: Andy showed up at midnight but like I've mentioned in my old "book blogs", reading gets me emotional and I went through a few chapters of Mocking Jay LOOL so I turned suppper emo on him, you can't even imagine LOL OOOOPS! The next day, I went to pick him up but he asked me to park and come upstairs. When I arrived at his door steps, he shield my eyes and led me to a tiny table. After he lifted his hands, the drooling began LOL he made me cupcakes and a homemade "ice cream cupcake"! It was filled with frozen strawberries, CUPCAKE, cookie dough ice cream, gramham crackers, bananas and whip cream. Ohhh my... I chowed that shit down. Afterwards, I drove him to our "most memorable park", Almansor. We had a picnic there (: I made fried chicken and spicy sausage spaghetti for him! Not to brag, but I'm pretty bomb at making spaghetti :PPP Around 5, I took him to our next destination, MASSAGE THERAPY! He ALWAYS complains about back pain and soreness so I treated us out to thai couple massages (: Ahhh loveeeddd ittt! Super relaxing, except the ass groping part. With the butt touching, rubbing and grabbing, I seriously thought she was a transexual, no lie. The entire massage was great though (: I made plans for a suppper nice, romantic place for us to eat but he asked me to cancel it. I think he felt bad about how much I've been spending LOOL so I granted his request and came back to my house for giftsss! He knew I bought COD black ops for him so I tried mixing things up. I started out by giving him UFC 2010. His reaction was priceless LOL that punk thought he was opening black ops. After his semi-crying, I gave him another present. It was black ops (: He was giddy hhaha when I caught him off guard, I pulled out another present! NBA2k11! He was speachless and a bit upset about how much I've spent. It got a bit annoying so I yelled at him to shut up LOOL we spent the rest of the night killing zombies til 3am. We had a blastt (:
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
03/01/11-03/08/11
03/01/11-03/08/11
im getting a BIT more attached to tumblr but ill always admire blogger more.
i post things on blogger that ill NEVER even think about publishing on tumblr.
on that note, here it goes:
i was rushed to the hospital this monday.
Acid Reflux.
Acid Reflux occurs when the tube that you uses to intake the food from the throat to stomach is not strong enough to handle the acid.
The main cause of acid reflux attack is when the lower oeasophageal sphinter which is a divider between stomach and oeasophagus giving up at inappropriate times, thereby not blocking the entry of acid into easophagus. This stomach acid when flows back into the easophagus, it causs severe heartburn right in between the chest.
if you're too lazy to read, it's a condition that causes my acid to leak elsewhere and burn tissues in my body. long story short, when i felt the pain, i tried avoiding contact with my parents because i didnt want them to know that i was in pain. i didnt think it was a big deal. i left it burning for half an hour because my stubborn ass didnt want help. i killed a shit load of tissues.
since then, ive been gagging up after every meal, threw up in my car after having lunch with drea, get occasional headaches and sharp pains. wanna know what caused my pain? a. chocolate. donut. no effin lie. there are many ways to trigger my stomach tube, relaxing it and causing acid to leak. spicy food, alcohol, chocolate, "all that good stuff" - words from the cute doctor lol JUST TO MAKE IT CLEAR, it was def not alcohol. the last time i had alcohol was to celebrate andy's 21'st bday lol and i had a glass or two. in my case, it was that cream filled chocolate donut my half sister brought home. since the incident, ive only told a handful of people about it. i dont really want ppl all up in my business. this is why i love blogger. this feels like the only place i can vent PEACEFULLY. i love it lol ive talked to one of my bRhos about this because he has the same condition, but MUCH WORSE. he went through pills, diet spplements and even surgery. he's still uncured. its scary dude. im freaked out. i really need to watch what i eat. no, its not caused by a lack of exercising; i exercised 3 times a week. no, its not because of the many times i go out to eat and take deliciously good looking pictures; i limit my intake of greasy, oily food (andy usually eats most of it HAHHA). it's my weak stomach. ive had frequent heartburn for about 3 years? it eventually led up to this stupid reflux shit. im taking pills to ease my pain but the gagging wont stop. i also have to eat SLOWLY and chew everything thoroughly or ill end up seeing my food again. im easily exhausted and need to "calm down" with my socializing. im gonna stop describing cause im causing my own depression lol but yknow what? it feels great to let this out in the open.
i have a pussy ass tummy that cant handle food anymore and THATS OKAY. as long as i take care of myself, i wont end up like my bRho and his surgery story. i wanna give a big special thanks to andy lam though. he rushed to my house and was there for every moment. asking if he should come by because im habing chest pains. asking if i need ANYTHING when he knows im feeling weak. checking if i went to the doctors and got my prescritions. most of all, he's sacrificing greasy, delicious, fattening and satisfying food for me (: okay well, cutting back. whenever he's with me, he tries his VERY best to avoid eating unhealthy food (: and trust, he LIVES for those oily stuff. thanks for being there every step of the way baby. id be burning a crap load of tissues right now if you didnt yell at my sister to call the ambulance LOOL
im getting a BIT more attached to tumblr but ill always admire blogger more.
i post things on blogger that ill NEVER even think about publishing on tumblr.
on that note, here it goes:
i was rushed to the hospital this monday.
Acid Reflux.
Acid Reflux occurs when the tube that you uses to intake the food from the throat to stomach is not strong enough to handle the acid.
The main cause of acid reflux attack is when the lower oeasophageal sphinter which is a divider between stomach and oeasophagus giving up at inappropriate times, thereby not blocking the entry of acid into easophagus. This stomach acid when flows back into the easophagus, it causs severe heartburn right in between the chest.
if you're too lazy to read, it's a condition that causes my acid to leak elsewhere and burn tissues in my body. long story short, when i felt the pain, i tried avoiding contact with my parents because i didnt want them to know that i was in pain. i didnt think it was a big deal. i left it burning for half an hour because my stubborn ass didnt want help. i killed a shit load of tissues.
since then, ive been gagging up after every meal, threw up in my car after having lunch with drea, get occasional headaches and sharp pains. wanna know what caused my pain? a. chocolate. donut. no effin lie. there are many ways to trigger my stomach tube, relaxing it and causing acid to leak. spicy food, alcohol, chocolate, "all that good stuff" - words from the cute doctor lol JUST TO MAKE IT CLEAR, it was def not alcohol. the last time i had alcohol was to celebrate andy's 21'st bday lol and i had a glass or two. in my case, it was that cream filled chocolate donut my half sister brought home. since the incident, ive only told a handful of people about it. i dont really want ppl all up in my business. this is why i love blogger. this feels like the only place i can vent PEACEFULLY. i love it lol ive talked to one of my bRhos about this because he has the same condition, but MUCH WORSE. he went through pills, diet spplements and even surgery. he's still uncured. its scary dude. im freaked out. i really need to watch what i eat. no, its not caused by a lack of exercising; i exercised 3 times a week. no, its not because of the many times i go out to eat and take deliciously good looking pictures; i limit my intake of greasy, oily food (andy usually eats most of it HAHHA). it's my weak stomach. ive had frequent heartburn for about 3 years? it eventually led up to this stupid reflux shit. im taking pills to ease my pain but the gagging wont stop. i also have to eat SLOWLY and chew everything thoroughly or ill end up seeing my food again. im easily exhausted and need to "calm down" with my socializing. im gonna stop describing cause im causing my own depression lol but yknow what? it feels great to let this out in the open.
i have a pussy ass tummy that cant handle food anymore and THATS OKAY. as long as i take care of myself, i wont end up like my bRho and his surgery story. i wanna give a big special thanks to andy lam though. he rushed to my house and was there for every moment. asking if he should come by because im habing chest pains. asking if i need ANYTHING when he knows im feeling weak. checking if i went to the doctors and got my prescritions. most of all, he's sacrificing greasy, delicious, fattening and satisfying food for me (: okay well, cutting back. whenever he's with me, he tries his VERY best to avoid eating unhealthy food (: and trust, he LIVES for those oily stuff. thanks for being there every step of the way baby. id be burning a crap load of tissues right now if you didnt yell at my sister to call the ambulance LOOL
Monday, February 28, 2011
02/05/11-02/28/11
hello blogger (: how i miss you soo!
its almost been a MONTH since i blogged =X
i feel so guilty.
02/05/11-02/28/11
feb's been an extremely busy month for me.
FORMALS, im officially a LADY RHO (:
my BDAY, HOLLLA! my last tee year :O
VDAY, i feel bad for andy's wallet :P
tiff's DEBUTTT, it was nice seeing old friend again :D
and a tonnnn of schoolwork and projects :(
a few significant ppl inthis past month (:
just wanna say thanks to ANDY LAM for being so caring. i love this boy soo much. even if i dont say it much. he's not a lovey dovey guy LOL
MARIFEL GARCIA
ZOMGGGGG you're amazing.
she did most of the planning for my surprise bday dinner.
andy did an outline and she basically turned in drafts, auto corrected and fixed it up till it received an A+(:
words cant explain how grateful i am for you. writing these sentences gets me thinking about our yearbooks lol i just wanna reassure you that i still feel the same about our friendship as the day we graduated from highschool, but with more love (:
DREA PAQUILLO
like i said on tumblr, no worries (: we ended our first fight pretty well if you ask me LOOOL it was the craziest love/hate friend fight ive ever had. it felt great to hug you again though. our friendship is what we make it as and im not letting go that easily (:
YENNIE LOOO
im glad that we started carpooling again. its refreshing to catch up with my hs friends again. i read your blog and you're right, college IS moving alot quicker that college. i think this progress will increase as our life goes on. things will eventually move sooo fast, we'll forget how long its been since we showered or something gross like that lol see you fridays!
(pics are in reversed order)
its almost been a MONTH since i blogged =X
i feel so guilty.
02/05/11-02/28/11
feb's been an extremely busy month for me.
FORMALS, im officially a LADY RHO (:
my BDAY, HOLLLA! my last tee year :O
VDAY, i feel bad for andy's wallet :P
tiff's DEBUTTT, it was nice seeing old friend again :D
and a tonnnn of schoolwork and projects :(
a few significant ppl inthis past month (:
just wanna say thanks to ANDY LAM for being so caring. i love this boy soo much. even if i dont say it much. he's not a lovey dovey guy LOL
MARIFEL GARCIA
ZOMGGGGG you're amazing.
she did most of the planning for my surprise bday dinner.
andy did an outline and she basically turned in drafts, auto corrected and fixed it up till it received an A+(:
words cant explain how grateful i am for you. writing these sentences gets me thinking about our yearbooks lol i just wanna reassure you that i still feel the same about our friendship as the day we graduated from highschool, but with more love (:
DREA PAQUILLO
like i said on tumblr, no worries (: we ended our first fight pretty well if you ask me LOOOL it was the craziest love/hate friend fight ive ever had. it felt great to hug you again though. our friendship is what we make it as and im not letting go that easily (:
YENNIE LOOO
im glad that we started carpooling again. its refreshing to catch up with my hs friends again. i read your blog and you're right, college IS moving alot quicker that college. i think this progress will increase as our life goes on. things will eventually move sooo fast, we'll forget how long its been since we showered or something gross like that lol see you fridays!
(pics are in reversed order)
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