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4/04/11
I started Insanity. It's a 60 day, EVERYDAY work out routine. The stretching makes me sweat already! LOL
A couple of key reasons why I'm doing this:
-Andy's been working out.. ALOT. He bulked and shaped up. I felt a bit guilty watching him gain muscles and get toned while I eat, sleep and gain weight.
-While feeling guilty, I just thought that it was fair to match up with him. He's trying to look good for me, so I'll try harder to look good for him LOL
-Although I appreciate honesty, I get supper butthurt when someone points out my weight gain... PUBLICLY TOO. OHHH MAN. Can you guys just sugar coat it?
-When I gain weight, I kid you NOT, it hits me cheeks first.
-I want to get that "perfect beach body".
-Like every other girl, I'm unhappy with my looks. That will never change.

No worries though, I'm not going to overdue it. My goal is to tone up and gain definition. The only thing that gets me iffy about this is my breast size. They're going to DECREASE. NOOO! They may look kinda "big" in pictures but my boobs are a bit small. It's a sad comparison when I stand next to my sisters :( It's a sacrifice I'm willing to make. Wish me luck!!

04/03/11

04/03/11

He planned most of the first year, so I decided to take over the second (: Andy showed up at midnight but like I've mentioned in my old "book blogs", reading gets me emotional and I went through a few chapters of Mocking Jay LOOL so I turned suppper emo on him, you can't even imagine LOL OOOOPS! The next day, I went to pick him up but he asked me to park and come upstairs. When I arrived at his door steps, he shield my eyes and led me to a tiny table. After he lifted his hands, the drooling began LOL he made me cupcakes and a homemade "ice cream cupcake"! It was filled with frozen strawberries, CUPCAKE, cookie dough ice cream, gramham crackers, bananas and whip cream. Ohhh my... I chowed that shit down. Afterwards, I drove him to our "most memorable park", Almansor. We had a picnic there (: I made fried chicken and spicy sausage spaghetti for him! Not to brag, but I'm pretty bomb at making spaghetti :PPP Around 5, I took him to our next destination, MASSAGE THERAPY! He ALWAYS complains about back pain and soreness so I treated us out to thai couple massages (: Ahhh loveeeddd ittt! Super relaxing, except the ass groping part. With the butt touching, rubbing and grabbing, I seriously thought she was a transexual, no lie. The entire massage was great though (: I made plans for a suppper nice, romantic place for us to eat but he asked me to cancel it. I think he felt bad about how much I've been spending LOOL so I granted his request and came back to my house for giftsss! He knew I bought COD black ops for him so I tried mixing things up. I started out by giving him UFC 2010. His reaction was priceless LOL that punk thought he was opening black ops. After his semi-crying, I gave him another present. It was black ops (: He was giddy hhaha when I caught him off guard, I pulled out another present! NBA2k11! He was speachless and a bit upset about how much I've spent. It got a bit annoying so I yelled at him to shut up LOOL we spent the rest of the night killing zombies til 3am. We had a blastt (: