7/08/09

7/08/09
look at the date! LOL i like it :]
had a convo with c t y last night, i was emotional... AGIAN.
i feel lame, i gotta stop crying LOLOL
im usually late to work, but for the summer, its a BIG NO NO
2 mins late, doors closed on me, and got a warning that my pay might get deducted =l reminder: TAKE EARLIER DASH BUS.
i also had to tutor this kid with CHICKEN POX for an hour.
since i was already a victim of it when i was young, they asked if it was fine if i stayed with him for the rest of the day
i couldnt say no to those BIG cheeks, and red dots all over his arms
i gave in and said yes.
the whole time, i felt paranoid cause of what dennis told me about no physical contact with him
was also told that a person can get chicken pox more than once.
thought WAYYYY into it, and started itching myself.
it was fine though, it was fun reading Aladdin, and playing puzzles with him.
babe visited real fast, and we went to buy something
we have new something in common, but he says its not romantic.
a wise person once told me that "guilt trips can be 'peer pressure' in disguise"
yay, or nay?
honestly, i get that i made a mistake.
sorry girls. i tried pleasing everybody and ended up fucking up
ill express to you guys what i want next time,
i get it, and feel like shit
-"dont touch his arm! the ooze from the chicken pox will get on you!"
"is that suppose to be romantic?"
"stop staring at your rims."