10/10/10

before i start, check out the date, tee hee! (:

college life is taking overrr.
i barely have enough time to blog
its a bittersweet feeling.
im glad that im enjoying this new life
but depressed that im leaving my old one behind.

as i adapt to this new environment and surrounding, i realize how grateful i should be for all the things i have.
a car so i don't have to take 3 hours buses.
family that supports me in any major i claim.
a guy that tells me im ugly but won't stop staring at my face (:
education, which is NO LONGER FREE, but heyyy! im spending my money wisely lol
speaking of money, a JOB that can finally keep up with my spendings haha
and friends. the brightest thing everrrr.
my first college choice was cal poly.
main reason: i was ALWAYS in my comfort zone. never worried about being lonely because i had wonderful friends around me.
i wanted to put myself out in the real world and into a school where im completely "alone" and see how i handle myself.
yess, that may sound idiotic and maybe harsh to a few friends but hey. i shouldnt always be dependent on the people around me.
since i lost my stupid intent to register paper for poly, i ended up going to csun.
my class times are different from most of my friends and that wasnt an accident.
although im in a shcool where most of my high school is attending, i still tried getting that "alone" feeling.
first week of school and i already made a terrific friend.
we started off by just walking to classes together but it turned into concerts, lunches and she's going to join a soroiety with me! (still debating if i wanna join. tee hee i need to blog about that)
it feels great to see new faces and make new friends. study groups, meeting up early, i love it!
you win some, you lose some but heyyy! it happens.
im extremely content (i used this instead of happy due to janice wu's blog (:) with life and im moving forward!
i appreciate the friends that stayed with me after high school, and i wish the ones that drifted away LUCK. everyone's doing their own thing and that's fine. as long as you're happy right? (:

this started out with me trying to remember what i did on the 6th of october but turned into a vent? lol w.es but this felt pretty spectacular(:

i wanted to add on but im suppose to be getting ready to go out with 3 lovely ladies!

btw, im super grateful for yennie and marifel. i see you bitches every week and you're not annoying yet LOL
im not gonna give a paragraph pouring my love out to you girls because you might get cocky hahaha just stick around, okay? i love my angels!

and dreaa, dont worry. after your debut, itll still be great!
ill go to your night performances and you'll probably get tired of seeing my face hahha
IM NOT LETTING YOU LEAVE! and you better do the same (:

adios bloggers! this was refreshing♥